Happy 19th Birthday to Roy

&

Happy sweet 16th to Trischa !

May God grant you every succes in the coming year as you continue to walk with him.

Love,

Alynayong.

Besides the fact that i'm starting on a diet and trying to work hard on my studies, this month was a rather busy one. I didn't have the time or energy to slowly reflect on it, but after yesterday and a couple of weeks having random thoughts on my mind, i'm glad i did :)

(p.s i'm not a very good writer though i enjoy doing it, so here's a ton of messy words and messy thoughts)

I guess sometimes when you give your all, you don't neccessarily get back what you've sown. It's a battle and a tiresome yet rewarding journey you put yourself through for this thing called love or friendship, or something that means a deal to you. Love is worth fighting for, but sometimes you can’t be the only one fighting. What’s meant to be will end up good and what’s not - won’t. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don’t, you just have to move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. You are good enough, and you don't deserve to be trampled over and caught in the vicious cycle that selfish insensitive people put you through that only results in you being hurt over, and over and over again after giving so much.It will all still be worth it despite those hurts until you realise and you uncover so many unspoken dirty little secrets, and finding out that all the words spoken, all the things you've been through was built on a whole bunch of absurd lies that covered up even more lies. You then further figure out that you were not the only one that been through all that, but along with your broken heart, a handful of people feel the same way from this someone. It not only tells you that he/she was someone that was totally out of his/her mind and merely just 'playing' with you and ton of other people, it also tells you something along the line that you were nothing and not good enough. Ha, i'm sure everyone knows how that feels. What do you do then? Well you first end up brutally hurt. But don't sit there and keep mum about it, you get up and do what you need to do - present this situation to someone who might be able to give you a hand and perhaps smack that person up from his/her slumber. Don't take things into your own hands, because God has it. God will work on your behalf, and let conviction take place somehow, you just pray and trust God. Lies don't go far.

This entire journey has open up my physical and spiritual eyes - coming to realise that i've been fooled so much because i give my trust away too easily and not choosing to put my trust in the most trustworthy Almighty God. After so long of looking inward at my own problem, God did a surgery and worked on my behalf like He would always do. Amidst every trial and every good or bad season, the sovereignty of God never fails to prevail and there never fails to be something or rather MANY things to thank God for.Definitely the healing process has begun, i dont know how long it'll take but i know i can count on the fact that my God is the best doctor around and i'll be healed to the point of being brand new and better than before (: & i thank God for that.

Other than that, it opened my eyes to see who are the ones who truly care enough to stick by me for a good 3-4 months worth of drama and more. Everytime i look back and think back, i am moved almost to tears of how the different ones are there for me, and give me pockets of courage and love to tide me through bad days and weeks.

My daikor is first on the list. Afterall, he is my ah gor. He's seen the 1001 times i've cried whether at home, in church or at the shopping mall, or lalala. He's stood up for me, whacked the walls for me, cheered me up, gave me company, understood me, bothered to know about my life and above all that, he felt me. He scolded me when i cry , he show his tongue when he's hyper, he laughs when i laugh and she would be strong for me even if he had a bad day. And i'll always love him! (:♥♥♥♥♥

pauline chen, the bff. someone i think understands more than anyone else honestly. Maybe because she's been through a whole lot too? As much as we rarely see one another and just give warm hi-s and bye-s, she's always ready with warm hugs and been there to listen to my 1001 rants and let me know that there's someone that will really understand and identify with how i'm feeling. She probably doesn't know this but she gives me alot of strength and courage just by being her and how much i look up to her. I think she has alot of good advice that always has God in the picture too. See, the best of all the worlds! I love her dearly, and the one & only bear she gave me ♥♥♥♥ HAHAHA! :D

May kye the lovey and pei yin the daughter, this two pretty ladies. always being there to give me a pat on my back or tissue for me to dry my tears and just a firm hug that seems to tell me that it'll all be okay again. They are beside me when i'm lonely, and they know first hand when i'm in my emotional wreck and will be there to stand by me. They were always there for me, to share joy & tears alike. Thank God for this friendship he's blessed me with (: Thank you for being one, XO to you ladies.♥♥♥♥ I shall gave a pat on Kenny wee's back too! if not later people angry er. ) HAHAHAHA!

adeline tang, my pig. Not much to said. Because we dont meet often, not as often as before. but we know, without saying anything, a little cld be said and then the conversation woulld carry on for hours and hours and hours (: Blessed. exoh! ♥♥♥♥

wuan ru, my favourite girl. How've you been doing sweetheart? I miss you! It's been quite awhile since we've spoken but nevertheless, you're never forgotten nor will you go unappreciated by me (: Like maykye and the rest, it's been a great joy getting to know you (: Why do i call you my favourite girl? Because both you and i went through the same kinda struggles! We understood one another, and i could always relate to you and count on you to understand when no one did, or when no one does. & that means so much to me! So dear, i appreciate it during those times when i would hug you and cry, when i felt so attached to you that when u cry i would hug u and cry along. Be strong okay, and carry the fire! :D I love you, 24/7 here for you okay! :D ♥♥♥♥

candy low, my sayang: A forever friend - and nothing less. This was what i wrote in my msn painting for you (: I literally have to thank you for everthing you've blessed me with. Your ears - to always hear me out, my rambings and rants, your hands - to always help me carry stuff, your feet- that always walk with me to accompany home, your mouth - to speak words of encouragement and jokes to alawys hear me out. I know i can count on you now, and in time to come (: I love you sayang dydy!♥♥♥♥ (:

evelyn & elsie, the sister duo. A 24/7 sampat girl, with a big heart. Always so giving, so appreciative, so kind, so gentle. LOL Always willing to go the extra mile for people yet greet people with her ever-so-endearing smile (: Sweet girl, quiet, yet full of potential! (: Do your best in your studies! although we never talk much but talking to you was a joy! You're always so effecient and up to standard! They had brought much joy into my life. oooopsie? Though we dont meet up or talk often, i know we're close at heart (: ily girls ♥♥♥♥

crystal yap, the dummybell. She was a blessing. It was clearly God's strategic-ness that we came together. We used to look at one another from afar, not talking much, just smiling though in the same class and etc. But hey, things changed, ALOT. It became to the point we were one another's confidante, friend, and gila-lor ;p I love this dummybell alot, and she has been my energizer batteries even during tough times (: ♥♥♥♥

There are people like LZY, roy, walter and alot of other folks that have proven themselves to be someone who'd take the effort to be concerned about their friends life. Somethings don't change, and everything may fail, but i know these people that God has blessed me with won't. I'm sorry if i missed anyone important out. It deosnt mean u mean lesser okay! I love you all the same (:

Yay, will be away for mission trip for 6 days. Just leave me a message if there's anything :)

Dear Lord, Im surrendering all i'm holding onto and subjecting myself to Your will and not mine. Have your way, i know You have this under control.

Love,

Alynayong.

Hey you,

I know I'm in the wrong,

Time flies,

When you're having fun,

You wake up,

Another year is gone,

And now

You're officially thirteen :D

(I guess you know which song I'm referring to :p)

Here's to you,
Here's to the person that i love BEYOND description.
Here's to the person i grew up with.
Here's to the person that fought, cried and laughed with me.
Here's to the person who always understood what i go through.
Here's to the person who'll support me regardless.
Here's to the person who loves me.
Here's to the person who'd pillow fight with me before we go to bed.
Here's to the person that brings me comfort.
Here's to the person that never fails to cheer me up.
Here's to the person that'll laugh like madcow whenever I see her.

Here's to the person that'll sacrifice her time & money & energy for me. (erm, think so? lol.)
Here's to the person i'm thankful to God for everyday.
Here's to the person i cannot imagine living without.
Here's to my cousin : Adeline Tang Pui Yan.

FAG 75th Anniversary! :D

Sg.wang? :)

Dinner ;)

Sunway? :D

HUGE 2OO8 :)

Okay, back to te topic. It's Adeline Tang PuiYan's birthday! 13 already, like 6 days faster than mine! hahaha. :p

Oh and, I’m thankful to God than anyone else that you’re being brought into this world and into my life, things wouldn’t be the same if you wasn’t here. I thank you for all you did for me, being there whenever i needed you. It's been years we known each one another but i'm sure it will be forever to me yo. like we’ve grown up with arguements, laughters and all. Words, once again would not be able to express how grateful i am to you, how thankful i am to you, how much you mean to me and of course the impact you left in my life. I’m truthfully thankful for your birthday. Have a blessed 13th birthday, pig! :)

Happy 13th Birthday, Adeline Tang.

Thanks for being such an awesome cousin.

Thanks for always being there.

Thanks for making me laugh when I'm emo.

Thanks for all the sacrifices.

Thanks for everything.

with Love,

Alyna, Your frog :D

Monday Blues

All I wanna note is that.

There were no stars in the night skies today.

Only covered with dark clouds.

I think as the stars went away, the clouds felt sad, and were trying to find them back.They may even missed the stars...

Homework

Homework! Oh, homework!

I hate you! You stink!

I wish I could wash you

away in the sink.

If only a bomb

would explode you to bits.

Homework! Oh, homework!

You're giving me fits.

I'd rather take baths

with a man-eating shark,

or wrestle a lion

alone in the dark,

eat spinach and liver,

pet ten porcupines,

than tackle the homework

Homework! Oh, homework!

You're last on my list.

I simply can't see why you even exist.

If you just disappeared

it would tickle me pink.

Homework! Oh, homework!

I hate you! :(

Therefore do not throw away your confidence, which has a great reward. For you have need of endurance, so that when you have done the will of God you may receive what is promised.

Hebrews 10:35-36